Thursday, July 05, 2007

CONF 468: LIVING IN HOPE

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Wait wait wait wait wait. Email lights up, panic. Wait wait wait.

WAIT wait wait wait wait. Consider calling. Wait wait wait.

Consider calling. Rather not know. Wait wait wait wait.

Wonder.

Wonder some more. Forget.

Remember. Wait wait wait wait.

Wait.

Forget.

Email lights up, feel sick. Wait wait wait.

Wonder. Speculate. Count the weeks. 4 now, something must be up.

Hope. Stamp on hope. Wait. Forget it. Decide you'll never hear.

HAVE To Know. Consider calling. No, would rather not know.

Get On With Life.

But it's raining.

2 comments:

Anne Brooke said...

So true, Amanda - sending huge hugs.

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Amanda Mann said...

Thanks, Anne. I mean, AK. You've no idea if all sorts of dealings and talkings are going on or if you've been quietly forgotten, which I can't imagine with this agent. But then I can't imagine the other either. Which is why I'd rather not know.